So this last year has been one of the most hectic of my life. A lot of unlucky and painful things have happened to me and I've been trying to work threw it. I haven't wanted to talk about until I was mostly ready.
Last year my mom almost died. She has cancer and it was really bad. She had a major operation and spent all of December in the hospital. She spent the next month recovering and getting ready to fight the cancer. About the same the same time my (at the time) boyfriend's grandpa got really sick and went into a coma. He was able to go home and talk to us for a while but did end up passing. Before he passes I promised to take care of his grandson I was dating. In May of this year my boyfriend of almost four years broke up with me and the next day went to my closest female friend. There have been many things that have made this more difficult then normal, one of those being that promise. Another thing that makes it hard is, I've tried to be nice and stay friends.